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How celebrating small wins helped me manage my emotions

When you are diagnosed with a chronic illness, no one hands you a manual telling you how you’ll feel. There is no explanation about the emotional journey you will embark upon. In addition to your health challenges, an important part of the battle will be learning how to…

Can a PNH patient work full time?

One topic that’s often discussed among new paroxysmal nocturnal hemoglobinuria (PNH) patients is whether we can work full time. Since my diagnosis in 2019, I’ve struggled with deciding what to do about my career. And I still don’t know the right answer. I put in the years and…

5 ways I protect my mental health while living with PNH

When I heard the words “you’ve been diagnosed with aplastic anemia and paroxysmal nocturnal hemoglobinuria” (PNH), my body quickly began working. My mind, however, stayed in a state of confusion. The sudden, unwanted change in my life affected my mental health. My mind couldn’t keep up with…

What makes a good doctor? For me, it’s our relationship

Throughout my past few years of living with paroxysmal nocturnal hemoglobinuria (PNH), I’ve appreciated having a solid relationship with my hematologist. I’m grateful that my appointments are open conversations rather than one-sided lectures of him explaining my disease to me. He values my input and allows me to be…

When questioned about PNH, I had to learn how to answer

My husband, John “JB” Fortin, drives the #34 Modified for the NASCAR Whelen Modified Tour, the sport’s oldest division. I’m so grateful that he and his crew use their platform to bring more awareness to my disease, paroxysmal nocturnal hemoglobinuria (PNH). During one of his…

How taking on roller coasters helped in facing my fears

It’s so easy to sit scared and frustrated when diagnosed with illnesses like mine, aplastic anemia and paroxysmal nocturnal hemoglobinuria (PNH). Together they brought back and heightened my sense of fear. As brave as I seemed on the outside, inside I was dealing with anxiety and learning…

The lingering question after my PNH diagnosis was ‘Why me?’

From the moment I was diagnosed with my rare disease, paroxysmal nocturnal hemoglobinuria (PNH), I felt like I was constantly searching for the answer to the question “Why me?” My mind would drift in different directions, and it wasn’t until recently that I finally found an answer. The…

Why PNH advocacy is important

One night as I was lying in a hospital bed, across the hall was another patient whose young son was running through the hallways. For some reason, the doors to both of our rooms were propped open, and I could hear the patient and her husband whispering. They were trying…