Dark to Hopeful - a Column by Shaquilla Gordon

Finding the right doctor to partner with in my PNH care

Living with paroxysmal nocturnal hemoglobinuria (PNH) since 2017 has taught me that finding the right physician is as important as the treatment itself. Because PNH is rare, I need a doctor who is more than a medical expert — they must also be a partner in this…

We shouldn’t have to battle with insurance to access PNH care

When I was diagnosed with paroxysmal nocturnal hemoglobinuria (PNH) in 2017, I braced myself for fatigue, transfusions, brain fog, and regular blood work. What I didn’t expect was how much energy I’d spend fighting a second battle — one with my health insurance company. Living with a rare disease…

Helping my partner better understand PNH brought us closer

When you have a rare disease like paroxysmal nocturnal hemoglobinuria (PNH), it affects every part of your life, including romantic relationships. In addition to managing symptoms and navigating treatments, one of the most difficult parts for me was figuring out how to help my partner truly understand what…

Back to school with PNH: Pursuing a goal I’d put on hold

Before I got sick, college was part of my plan. It wasn’t just a dream; it was a goal I was actively working toward. Then came my diagnosis of paroxysmal nocturnal hemoglobinuria (PNH), and suddenly everything paused. Life turned into blood tests, infusions, and learning to survive…

Finding the right PNH treatment isn’t a one-time decision

Living with paroxysmal nocturnal hemoglobinuria (PNH) has taught me that treatment isn’t one-size-fits-all. It’s a journey, not a destination. When I was diagnosed in May 2017, I was overwhelmed. There were medical terms flying over my head, treatment options that sounded complicated, and an avalanche of fear…

To travel with a chronic illness, pack caution and carry courage

Travel has always fed my soul. There’s something magical about exploring a new city, tasting different foods, or just watching the sunrise from someplace unfamiliar. But since I was diagnosed with paroxysmal nocturnal hemoglobinuria (PNH) in 2017, traveling has taken on a whole new meaning — it’s no longer…